如果麥子不死

One Last Song About You Know What


Life is a mystery
Every time we disagree
How come my history
Makes a handicap for me?


All I wanted was a breathing space
But the air was filled with orange-peel and vicious haze


And the pills I take they made me sleep
But the hills I climbed were far away
And all too steep, all too steep
And the songs I wrote were full of shame
And I did my best to wallow in
My own decay, my own decay


This is a final call
My request to leave it all
Behind a solid wall
With an unlocked see-through door


All I wanted was a breathing space
But somehow you denied I was a divorcé 


And the pills I took they made me sleep 
But the hills I climbed were far away 
And all too steep, all too steep 
And the songs I wrote were full of shame 
And I did my best to wallow in 
My own decay, my own decay